Update

Hey, come check me out on my new site: Next Chapter (http://camille-thenextchapter.blogspot.com/) for the latest updates.

"Next Chapter"?

A big ups to Dreamchaser for putting me back into the spirit of typing. I feel newly motivated. She (Dreamchaser ) responded to my last blog entry, concerning what the name of my new blog will be...and the new blog will be appropriately titled...cue the drumroll..."Next Chpter". So onto the next piece of business. What's new in my life...

So where should I start? I am excited to begin a new phase in my life--one that involves a special **Christian** gentleman, who values and appreciates me. I am trying my very best to be patient, but when one has gone without water for so long, one becomes thirsty. I realize that I am NOT interested in dating...I am hoping--rather praying--that the next man that I date is my husband b/c dating is frustrating and emotionally exhausting. I do NOT have time for that. I just ended a 10 year (you heard me right..no need to readjust your vision or computer screen) relationship that went nowhere. You would think that a person with a Ph.D. (especially in the career field that I am in in which I am) would know better, but not all medical doctors have good health, not all architects have completed houses, and not all beauticians have their hair "fried, dyed, and laid to the side" lol)...so, I will give myself a warning and let it slide this time around, but no more stupidity! I'm already loving the smarter, more cautious me...in fact, I can already envision myself with someone who compliments (not completes) me & who sees the worth in me, in the same way that my Heavenly Father, earthly father, family and friends do...I would love that..stay tuned to see what happens!

Renovation?

I think maybe this blog has served it's purpose, since I'm in a different place these days. I'm thinking about starting a new blogsite, but I don't know what name to give it. I don't know. I'll probably maintain the current blog and just add a link to the new one. I feel liberated and would like something to reflect that. I'm excited for this new chapter of my life.

I know that I've been missing in action, but I've been really busy and  haven't felt much like writing. I'm thinking that I need to revamp my page...since I'm no longer selling Avon, I think that part is well-outdated...guess I'll put it on my long list of things to do.

I guess I owe you all a blog, huh?...Currently in Pursuit of love, finding promise, losing hope, regaining hope, maintaining endurance, frustrated, excited, finding balance, keeping hope alive...meanwhile...love's infuriating but intoxicating.  It's life and it's for the living, so I'll do just that...live, until I die...here goes.